Psychic Mediums Just want to have fun

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 I have always lead my life as my choice, excepting the choices I made mistakes from, enjoying the choices I have made that brought my happiness, but when life changes without asking, without a choice then what ? Life wasn't so bad the way it used to be, I had my family to pay attention to, raising my children being the good wife, I had a home to take care of, one dog one cat, two kids. After the death of a parent, inch by inch day by day something started changing in me, something I thought was just my imagination. 

 Living in California we all are used to earthquakes, and for an entire week each night I laid my head down to sleep I could feel the bed move back & forth, almost as if somebody was walking across it. Being that I am one who runs during an earthquake, these small movements felt somewhat different I had felt a tingling sensation with the movement on the bed. I did not discuss this with my husband, wasn't something that important to bring up at the time. Until my husband left for a couple of days to go stay and help a brother of his. The day seemed like no other, I was busy with the kids getting them ready for their last day of school, it was ten pm, I had bought each teacher a small Thank you gift wrapping it at the kitchen table when I felt cold air moving around my legs, the cat run the dog ran, I thought what in the world, and then the hand the cold hand grabbing my shoulder, I frooze ten thousand thoughts raced through my mind, slowly turning around to face my attacker,nothing,nothing at all there. 

 I know what I felt, this was not my imagination, room by room I searched with the phone in one hand pepper spray in the other, I was half out of my mind with fear, I found nothing time to call it quits and crawl into bed. I recall snuggling into the blankets, I was so tired and the bed just felt like I belong together with it, until something started slithering up my legs, my reaction was to throw the blankets off jump out of bed, and look for what ever just touched me, nothing was there.